So years back when we broke up, I actually blogged about how I think the both of them are perfect together. Now reading that blogpost, I've like goosebumps cause it was like omg a precognition. Snippets of what I wrote: I knew I was not the girl for him and I know she'll take good care of him. They are literally meant for one another.
That period if I remembered correctly, was really tough on him. And I thanked god that she was there. I remember when they got together afterwards, I was the third most happy person in the world. HAHA. It was still vivid to me that one night during leadership training camp, P and I talked for hours. We literally talked from the first one who fell asleep to the last one who woke up on the upper deck of the double-decker bunk bed. About so many things, how I was happy for her, how everything made perfect sense, how I fell for E afterwards, we just talked about everything that night-morning with J just sleeping opposite. It wasn't awkward at all, I promise. We just kept laughing and talking and yawning and tearing. Hahaha we died for the rest of the nights in camp.
Sometimes P and I would meet up in school to talk about relationships although I don't think she remembers. FC 6 yellow table after school, I know I remember the most useless things. Hahaha even till today I like all their photos together on social media, they really look damn cute together please.
Oh last year J worked with me for the Singtel Dash roadshow and a few found out he was my ex but it really wasn't awkward. I literally introduced the job to him for a week so we are pretty okay. Some of them know that I was really glad to see him happy and well especially with the whole surgery thing then.
All in all, I guess I just wanna say I knew I did the right thing because it was almost as if I had a sneak preview of the future - they got married today. And I'm really really really extremely happy for them. From the bottom of my heart, I don't know if they will see this but:
"Happy marriage to this beautiful couple and I can't wait to see little Tan(s) on social media. Hahaha. I wish the both of you a blissful life ahead, together, forever. Love, Sarah."
Tuesday, 14 July 2015
Wednesday, 8 July 2015
Priorities
I want somebody
With a sharp intellect
And a heart from hell
Somebody with
Eyes like starfire
And a mouth with a kiss
Like a bottomless well
But mostly
I just want somebody
Who will love me
When I do not
Know how to love myself
Beau Taplin
Tuesday, 30 June 2015
I'm not ready to love someone new, but I'm ready to stop loving you.
Thank you for showing me I can love someone to this extent.
(Draft since 1st June 2015) - I guess it's time.
(Draft since 1st June 2015) - I guess it's time.
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