Routine

Ps: Moved house just to be nearer to my workplace, thank god for Uncle Ray and Ah Ling Jiejie.

5.55am - snooze

6.00am - wake up and bathe

6.30am - put make up and do hair

7.30am - cab to work

8.10am - reach work

8.30am - cry

5/ 6/ 7pm - end work

8/ 9pm - cab back home and have dinner

9.30pm - bathe

10.00pm - attempt to study/ revise

10.45pm - blow hair, brush teeth, floss, and whine

11.00pm - skype boyfriend

12.15am - whine

12.30am - think about poor life decisions

1.00am - should be whine until fell asleep

5.55am - snooze

Cycle repeats for 3.5 months

So this is it huh.

After 4 trimesters, I can't believe I'm graduating (if I pass all my papers, that is).

So tomorrow, 6th Aug, I'll have 2 papers at 2pm and 7pm respectively. Then 7th Aug, I'll have the last paper of my life at 2pm and right after that, I'm heading straight to the airport for my grad trip. Omg I can't wait.

I'll be having the time of my life from 8th Aug to 20th Aug, so I've decided to unprivate my Instagram during that period. I think I'm ready.

I feel like it's a phase I've walked through and now it's a new beginning of something wonderful and I'll really like to share it with you guys. Not that I'm ms popz or what, but the 120, now 115 follow request shall be answered. Some of them are my own friends but like aiyah lazy ah heh paiseh paiseh I kena nag damn long alr HAHAHA.

Special shout out to Jamie for admitting that she bullies me hehe.

Moving on, I'll be unemployed for 2 days then I'm signing my soul away on 22nd Aug. Also, I'm beyond stoked to be involved in something life changing on 23rd Aug weee~! And and 25th Aug is the day that training (finally) commences and and and I honestly cannot wait.

Technically, I just need 3, 15 (compulsory) and 5 marks respectively *crossing fingers here*, to pass all my papers, then omg guysssss, my graduation is on 22nd Oct, 5pm. Holyyyy

Ps: it shouldn't be a problem righttt, if not all the distinctions my lecturers gave me will go down the drain alr :( Please please tolong tolong.

Care

kɛː/Submit
noun
1.
the provision of what is necessary for the health, welfare, maintenance, and protection of someone or something.
"the care of the elderly"
synonyms:safe keeping, supervision, custody, charge, protection, keeping, keep, control, management, ministration, guidance, superintendence, tutelage, aegis, responsibility; More
2.
serious attention or consideration applied to doing something correctly or to avoid damage or risk.
"he planned his departure with great care"
synonyms:caution, carefulness, wariness, awareness, heedfulness, heed, attention, attentiveness, alertness, watchfulness, vigilance, circumspection, prudence, guardedness, observance More
verb
1.
feel concern or interest; attach importance to something.
"they don't care about human life"
synonyms:be concerned, worry (oneself), trouble oneself, bother, mind; More
2.
look after and provide for the needs of.
"he has numerous animals to care for"
synonyms:look after, take care of, tend, attend to, mind, minister to, take charge of, nurse, provide for, foster, protect, watch, guard; be responsible for, keep safe, keep an eye on; sit with, babysit, childmind
"a hospice which cares for the terminally ill"

So what does it mean when we say we don't care about someone?

I guess it means that their actions no longer affect us in anyways. Personally I think it's an emotion or a (lack thereof - pun fully intended) feeling that signifies you pretty much gave up on that person. It's sad. Even hating someone brings out something deep down, but when we no longer care, we just don't.