Thursday, 29 October 2015

I think

I think about the day we talked
I think about the first time you held my hand
I think about the day I walked away
I think about how sorry I was and still am

I think about how hard I fell
I think about the the times we fought
I think about how young we were
I think about us a lot

I think about how you used to look at me
I think about how she came between
I think about the pain, the grief
I think about the good times and hand me another shot of gin

I think about how you barged into my life
I think about how much I wanted you to be mine
I think about the day we kissed
I think about how I felt when I was with you, oh so fine

I think about how we both agreed to take things slow
I think about the stupid conversations we had
I think about the day you apologised
I think about your face when you said "it was my bad"

I think about your love for me
I think about how we were always, almost it
I think about how happy we were
I think about the times we were pretty sweet

I think about the mess you made
I think about how we walked your dog together
I think about those moments we were out till late
I think about how we could have been forever

I think about you the most
I think about you in my sleep, when I talk
I think about you like a dream came true
I think about you like chains, keys and lock

I think about how you picked me from work at 4am
I think about how you sent and fetched me everywhere
I think about the crazy things you told me
I think about how I was right, it was going nowhere

I think about you all the time
I think about the good and the bad
I think about how all of you changed my life
I think about how little control of my life I had

I think about how good it feels to be alone sometimes
I think about how it would be nice to have someone too
I think about my friends who are getting/ got married
I think I about how I have my nike shoes

Add-ons:

I think about my life and goals
I think about how much I love my mum
I think about not giving aussie up
I think about how glad I am to have done

I think about about my plans for the future
I think about how I wanna fly for a while
I think about how it could possibly be a joke
I think about me, a 22 year old still cooped up in a shell

I think about my solo trips
I think about my couple trips
I think about growing old
I think about money and tips

I think about the war and pain
I think about hungry kids with broken shins
I think about terrorism these days
I think about world peace not just the self-proclaimed glory of pageant queens

I think about how if I have a choice
I think about the volunteer work I'll do
I think about leaving everything behind
I think about building schools and humanity too

I think about learning my fifth language
I think about the importance of communication
I think about my ideal contributions to the world
I think about how it shouldn't just be my imagination

I think about how this isn't a poem
I think about how it's not supposed to rhyme
I think about how hungry I was before this post
I think about baking an apple crumble but hey, I've got no time

I think about my law exams round the corner
I think about how exciting my life might be after
I think about our lives so short
I think about how we should fill it with laughter

I think about how I should end this now
I think about whether I should gym tomorrow
I think about how sleepy I felt in school today
I think about the late nights and pimples that will follow

Oh god.

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