Yeah for the first time, my life is going as planned.
Last trimester in uni
Amazing boyfriend
Supportive fambam
Dream job waiting for me
Bunch of close friends for life
So no, no I'm not gonna let you guys spoil any part of it. You guys can go sulk in one corner for all I care. Just stop, stop talking behind my back. It's soooo yesterday. For the first time, great things are happening for me.
It's my time.
Everything is coming together, I deserve this. I'm moving on, so stop tryna pull me back. I wish you guys all the best and I hope you guys are happy. I don't even ask for you to do the same for me. Just let me be.
I'm not gonna sugarcoat this. But honestly, I don't need you guys. Never did, never will. I never made use of you guys for anything, we are merely passing faces. What I have today, I earned it. My conscience is crystal clear.
I don't need people who don't want good things for me. To think I treat you guys nicer than some who has been there for me all these while. Still always truly happy for you guys. Ugh. This, this I'm sorry. I'm so pissed with myself. I'm blind af.
If you wanna talk to me, I'll always talk to you. Just don't bitch about me and be all pretentious. Once again, if I must repeat. In a couple of months time, my life will officallly start and when that happens, all these are so passé.
It is my time, now.
Watch me do my thing, while you talk about me. Cause that's all you can ever do. Awww. "Blowing out someone else's candle, doesn't make yours shine any brighter." Remember this.
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