The Dream

I saw a dream
Long lost to me
In search of
Another's waking

It found a shoreline
Far away
As the day -
As my heart
Was breaking

And I sighed and I wept
For what could not be -
And for all that could
Have been

For every hope
And every prayer
Long drowned
Beneath the sea

I fell to sleep
Alone that night
To the sound
Of a distant call

The faintest whisper
Of good-bye -
And the dream
Was mine, no more

Lang leav

Bestfriends are sisters from previous lives

So here I am at 4.30am rushing my assignment and my best friend is on my right snoring away.

I cherish moments like these. I've known Jocelyn Chua Wei Qi since forever. From primary 1 days when we were all that we've got till now and somethings just don't change.

We hated each other so much but our ego wouldn't allow us to have recess alone, so we sucked it up and put up with one another for a year.

After that this Chua ah lian went to switch primary school and there she was again as my classmate in secondary 1. Again history repeated itself.

But along the way of hating one another, we realised it was because we saw ourselves in the other person. And before I know it, she made a mark and was very much a big part of Sarah Yong's life.

I've known of girlfriends and their bestfriends but none quite like us. One tall one short one skinny one fat, we are indeed a perfect 10.

Over the past 15 years, we've cried and laughed countless of times. Mostly laughing until we cry la. We've gone through soooo much I don't even know where to begin. Thank you for knowing and loving me more than I know and love myself.

Someday we'll both get married and have children. Our kids may have stayovers like we do. It's a silent agreement that we are gonna be the godmas of our children, just so you know, I promise to love them as my very own.

I know this is very selfish of me but I think the first to go is a luckier one. I wouldn't be able to bear standing at your grave one day, crying, talking and reminding you of our good old days. I'd rather you do that cause its payback time for all my love showered upon you this lifetime. *crying as I'm typing this and you're snoring like a cb pig*

For now sleep well my dear, for I'm gonna force you to cook me some love tomorrow.

爱你啦

Jumbled up on purpose, that's how much we have changed over the years.

The Most Ridculous Thing Just Happened.

Like I'm not even exaggerating.

I alighted from the cab (with my mum tagging a good 10 steps behind) and walked towards the lift at our void deck.

Here's what I witnessed:

1. On my left, a guy went inside the lift and proceeded to second floor

2. On my right, a girl was at the letter box apparently on the phone with someone.

So I was just waiting for my mum to catch up when I overheard the girl's conversation in mandarin: "So fucking stupid, second floor also want take lift, like what the fuck, anyway letters a lot, wah fucking stupid la seriously blablabla." She went on and on and on.

In my mind I was thinking, what is your problem girl. Hahaha he cannot take the lift ah why must curse until like that, chill la he paid for the lift works too, just like all of us. He is entitled to what. So poor thing second floor then banned from taking the lift ah? Not like you run after the lift then he closed the door in your face what. I saw you taking your own sweet time at the letter box.

Then when my mum caught up, I told her very softly, don't share lift with this girl but I didn't explain why. My mother funny la asked me in an audible voice: "why don't share", and I said I'll tell her later.

When the girl entered the lift, I told her that the guy pressed second floor kena cursed until damn jialat, if we pressed third floor confirm kena from her in the lift too.

This whole time I was still laughing, I think I good mood that's why.

Came the epic part liao.

The lift stopped at 5th floor, 9th floor and 12th floor. LOL

Do you know what just happened not?!

SHE PLAYED WITH THE LIFT BUTTONS LEH HAHAHAHAHAHA SERIOUSLY.

She's like in her late twenties, but behaving like a delinquent.

My mum and I exchanged glances when we saw the lift going to higher floors and I started giggling.

Like what? LOL. We suspect she stayed at the 5th floor cause she wouldn't have pressed any buttons that might delay her journey up to her floor what right. Don't think she's THAT dumb la, if not self pawn. Hahaha

Bo bianz suck thumb, my mum and I just had to wait for the lift to come back to the first floor.

BUT IT WAS SO RIDICULOUS I WASN'T EVEN ANGRY LIKE OKAY I HOPE PLAYING WITH THE LIFT BUTTONS MADE YOU HAPPIER FOR GETTING BACK AT US FOR NOT SHARING LIFT WITH YOU BECAUSE I DIDN'T WANNA GET CURSED AT.

HAHAHAHAHA SINGAPOREANS LOLOLOL

If any I should be the one who flipped, I cabbed back cause I was so tired. I only slept for an hour and been up since 6.30am. For more than 16 hours in zombie mode. But really I thought it was so retarded I couldn't even be bothered to get angry.

This is just classic omg.