Everything is going so well

Yeah for the first time, my life is going as planned.

Last trimester in uni
Amazing boyfriend
Supportive fambam
Dream job waiting for me
Bunch of close friends for life

So no, no I'm not gonna let you guys spoil any part of it. You guys can go sulk in one corner for all I care. Just stop, stop talking behind my back. It's soooo yesterday. For the first time, great things are happening for me.

It's my time.

Everything is coming together, I deserve this. I'm moving on, so stop tryna pull me back. I wish you guys all the best and I hope you guys are happy. I don't even ask for you to do the same for me. Just let me be.

I'm not gonna sugarcoat this. But honestly, I don't need you guys. Never did, never will. I never made use of you guys for anything, we are merely passing faces. What I have today, I earned it. My conscience is crystal clear.

I don't need people who don't want good things for me. To think I treat you guys nicer than some who has been there for me all these while. Still always truly happy for you guys. Ugh. This, this I'm sorry. I'm so pissed with myself. I'm blind af.

If you wanna talk to me, I'll always talk to you. Just don't bitch about me and be all pretentious. Once again, if I must repeat. In a couple of months time, my life will officallly start and when that happens, all these are so passé.

It is my time, now.

Watch me do my thing, while you talk about me. Cause that's all you can ever do. Awww. "Blowing out someone else's candle, doesn't make yours shine any brighter." Remember this.

Don't need to speculate who I'm blogging about. Just come ask me in my face. I confirm will say 来 only.

Go Fo(u)rth

OMG I CAN'T BELIEVE IT.
ME. SARAH. ME. OMG. ME.
SECURING A JOB BEFORE GRADUATING FROM UNI.
HAHAHA WOOOAH IT HASN'T ACTUALLY YKNOW UM GOT INTO MY BLONDE HEAD YET. OMG.

Heh heh what is unemployment. Can eat one not. LOL. No la just kidding. I'll be unemployed for a week or two prior to the start of slogging for the rest of my life.

I count my blessings and lucky stars, really. I know the economy isn't going extremely well. So finding a job isn't exactly easy. What more landing myself the "dream job", which is why I'm really thankful for the journey I'm about to embark.

Hopefully I'm only left with my fourth and last trimester (so please please please let me pass my previous trimester modules so I don't need to retake them). Sobs. Updated: YES I PASSED ALL MODULES.

This trimester is going to be really tough. It's like three final year projects all at once. Destination management apparently burns your brains and soul in hell. Strategic management is like rowing a boat except against the currents. KOL is just like whatthefuckisgoingon?

Sigh I can't wait to throw That Hat. But I wouldn't be able to attend my graduation unless it falls on the weekends. Cons of securing a job before graduating. Oh wells.

I guess you can say I've worked really hard for it. And to all those who have supported me throughout this path I've chosen to undertake, all your phones have buzzed. Thank you so much. All the tears I've shed (legit no drama about this), has proven to be worthwhile.

3 long years, 2 drastic life choices, and here I am now.

I don't dare to speak too soon

But I can safely say,

Bryan Liem, I don't think I can love anyone more than I love you.



Ps: If you're one of the cynics with this thought in your head "here she goes again, she falls in love, claims it's the love of her life blablabla, it prolly isn't gonna last long", yeah maybe you're right. I'm also quite marvelled at how my heart is still working after all the heartbreaks. LOL. Except, I'm not here to prove it to you. At this moment of my life, it feels right. And if you're not gonna be happy for me, us, then you're just sore.



I haven't blogged for the LONGEST time. I used to do it almost everyday. Pictures, daily life, quotes, legit blog posts. My life now revolves around my boyfriend, mumsie, school and occasional meet ups with girlfriends. I consider myself a boring person with an amazing life. The only not so amazing part is 2 exam papers in 2 days time. But that's okay cause, I'm heading to Brisbane to be reunited with my boyfriend soon after. Hehe, booked this flight since Jan and it's finally happening. Aww.

I've become this overly attached girlfriend, skyping my boyfriend every single night. Everything my boyfriend says I'm all for it. He makes me really happy. Not gonna go into details cause he doesn't like publicizing about our lives too much, but if you follow me on IG (that is private) or snapchat you'll know.

Yeah many of you asked why he was back for 10 days. Um let's just say it was an emergency. And after spending so many days with him again, sending him to the airport was hell. I thought it would be easier, considering I'm seeing him soon. But no. I mean okay it was easier, I didn't finish the whole tissue box and cry for 10hrs like the first time. Oi, I still cried okay. It never gets easier. I still cry almost every night over skype.

I'm hopeless. I know.

But that's okay.

I'm happy. Very, extremely happy.

Some friends said our relationship is #goals. And I always say no la aiyoh I understand LDR isn't for everyone but when you found someone you love more than yourself, you just can't walk away y'know. As a matter of fact, all my friends know I used to be the most most most anti LDR person everrrrr. I've dated quite a few guys and it never worked out cause um I didn't even bother trying?

Bry and I, we've gone a pretty long way together as friends and as a couple (I'd say). He is the only one I'll take a million leaps of faith and try LDR with because because (I'm not telling haha). Not trying to be a tease, but close friends know why. So even if it doesn't work out (yes, cynics), I'll never regret this. I love Bry a lot. If there's any part of me that changed for the better, credit goes to him. And if there's any part of me that became worse, then the problem is defo you, not me. HAHAHA KIDDING.

Okay, I'm changing surname soon. You guys can start calling me Sarah Faith L. Come on, don't be shy.