5 Seconds Of Summer - Amnesia Lyrics

I drove by all the places we used to hang out getting wasted

I thought about our last kiss, how it felt the way you tasted

And even though your friends tell me you're doing fine

Are you somewhere feeling lonely even though she's right beside you?

When she says those words that hurt you, do you read the ones I wrote you?

Sometimes I start to wonder, was it just a lie?

If what we had was real, how could you be fine?

'Cause I'm not fine at all

I remember the day you told me you were leaving

I remember the make-up running down my face

And the dreams you left behind you didn't need them

Like every single wish we ever made

I wish that I could wake up with amnesia

And forget about the stupid little things

Like the way it felt to fall asleep next to you

And the memories I never can escape

'Cause I'm not fine at all

The pictures that you sent me they're still living in my phone

I'll admit I like to see them, I'll admit I feel alone

And all my friends keep asking why I'm not around

It hurts to know you're happy, yeah, it hurts that you've moved on

It's hard to hear your name when I haven't seen you in so long

It's like we never happened, was it just a lie?

If what we had was real, how could you be fine?

'Cause I'm not fine at all

I remember the day you told me you were leaving

I remember the make-up running down my face

And the dreams you left behind you didn't need them

Like every single wish we ever made

I wish that I could wake up with amnesia

And forget about the stupid little things

Like the way it felt to fall asleep next to you

And the memories I never can escape

If today I woke up with you right beside me

Like all of this was just some twisted dream

I'd hold you closer than I ever did before

And you'd never slip away

And you'd never hear me say

I remember the day you told me you were leaving

I remember the make-up running down my face

And the dreams you left behind you didn't need them

Like every single wish we ever made

I wish that I could wake up with amnesia

And forget about the stupid little things

Like the way it felt to fall asleep next to you

And the memories I never can escape

'Cause I'm not fine at all

No, I'm really not fine at all

Tell me this is just a dream

'Cause I'm really not fine at all

I altered the lyrics a little because it sounds more relatable since I'm a female. When this song was on replay, I remembered vivid images of us even though they happened such a long time ago. I don't miss you. I do think of you all the time though. Recently I keep chancing upon our things, one after another, objects after objects, pictures after pictures. Somehow or rather, the memories are selective. The really happy ones and those moments that only we both.. I guess this is goodbye, a closure that I owe to me myself and I.

Ps: please don't speculate who I'm referring to because I'll never tell and you'll never know. I never intended to change anything so yeah..

XXXXXX

My First Food Blogpost

I seldom, no, I've never actually done an entire blogpost just on food. But last night's dinner at Cafe Melba was sooo good, I had to. Not a sponsored post. 

Dinner was $168 and I rate it 9/10. THAT good (or maybe it was due to the fact that I was starving HAHA) and I love the ambience too.

Sangria (Cocktail)

White wine with chopped (or rather diced) fruits - Apple and Strawberries. Loved it. Usually it's served with Red wine instead but I'm a White wine kinda girl, so this is ma thang yo'.

Crayfish Linguini

This was extremely appetizing. I didn't have enough ughhh. *licks lips* I don't know why it's a little blur and there's honestly too much greens going on but but but underneath it all, the chunks of crayfish.. #OhMyTasteBudsAreSoSpoiltRightNow

#IWANTMORE 

Ribeye Steak Sandwich

I specifically asked for medium rare. Perfection. The beef, the cheese, the beef, even the bun and oh the beef. Did I mention the beef? I think I did. The beef is so tender oh my ga.. MOVING ON

12" Chili Crab Pizza

This one really no joke. We Chinese call it 'Pāng' means like fragant(?) etc. *sniffs sniffs* chili crab iz really chili crab I swear. Surprisingly good. It wasn't too spicy for me (cause I can't handle spices at all) and, the crust is really thin and crisp. WAH REALLY GOT CRAB MEAT. HAHA

This was all we ordered at first but cause yours truly was still hungry, I HAVE TO HAVE MY ALL DAY BREKKIE.

Free Range Eggs Benedict

It was not too bad, I won't go like 'mehhh' but really nothing to rave about. Wait, the tomatoes! I'm not kidding okay. A tinge of lemon and salt sprinkled on them was so refreshing. I'm actually gonna do that to all my tomatoes from now on when chef Sarah goes to work.

Okay that's all for now. If you happen to try Cafe Melba and if the food sucks, it's prolly the chef's bad day, or yours. Hahaha I'm just kidding.

I mean it wasn't the BEST I've eaten, but good enough for the price and I went there starving with no expectations so yeah.. last night's dinner was really good. Hopefully when I patronize the next time, standard of food will be as good or even better. Worth a try and a blogpost that nobody reads. Yay.

My Childhood Friend, Ernie.

I grew up watching Sesame Street and I loved it. I wonder what do kids watch these days.. 

 

Come on, to be able to look THIS stupid.. It's a talent la okay. You don't understand one. HAHAHA

Barefaced but brow game strong *yay*