Bryan Liem, I don't think I can love anyone more than I love you.
Ps: If you're one of the cynics with this thought in your head "here she goes again, she falls in love, claims it's the love of her life blablabla, it prolly isn't gonna last long", yeah maybe you're right. I'm also quite marvelled at how my heart is still working after all the heartbreaks. LOL. Except, I'm not here to prove it to you. At this moment of my life, it feels right. And if you're not gonna be happy for me, us, then you're just sore.
I haven't blogged for the LONGEST time. I used to do it almost everyday. Pictures, daily life, quotes, legit blog posts. My life now revolves around my boyfriend, mumsie, school and occasional meet ups with girlfriends. I consider myself a boring person with an amazing life. The only not so amazing part is 2 exam papers in 2 days time. But that's okay cause, I'm heading to Brisbane to be reunited with my boyfriend soon after. Hehe, booked this flight since Jan and it's finally happening. Aww.
I've become this overly attached girlfriend, skyping my boyfriend every single night. Everything my boyfriend says I'm all for it. He makes me really happy. Not gonna go into details cause he doesn't like publicizing about our lives too much, but if you follow me on IG (that is private) or snapchat you'll know.
Yeah many of you asked why he was back for 10 days. Um let's just say it was an emergency. And after spending so many days with him again, sending him to the airport was hell. I thought it would be easier, considering I'm seeing him soon. But no. I mean okay it was easier, I didn't finish the whole tissue box and cry for 10hrs like the first time. Oi, I still cried okay. It never gets easier. I still cry almost every night over skype.
I'm hopeless. I know.
But that's okay.
I'm happy. Very, extremely happy.
Some friends said our relationship is #goals. And I always say no la aiyoh I understand LDR isn't for everyone but when you found someone you love more than yourself, you just can't walk away y'know. As a matter of fact, all my friends know I used to be the most most most anti LDR person everrrrr. I've dated quite a few guys and it never worked out cause um I didn't even bother trying?
Bry and I, we've gone a pretty long way together as friends and as a couple (I'd say). He is the only one I'll take a million leaps of faith and try LDR with because because (I'm not telling haha). Not trying to be a tease, but close friends know why. So even if it doesn't work out (yes, cynics), I'll never regret this. I love Bry a lot. If there's any part of me that changed for the better, credit goes to him. And if there's any part of me that became worse, then the problem is defo you, not me. HAHAHA KIDDING.
Okay, I'm changing surname soon. You guys can start calling me Sarah Faith L. Come on, don't be shy.
