I'll be counting down onboard later and spending my New Year's in Tokyo. So with that, here's to 2020 - the year I dread the most.
2019 I wished for happiness. I'm not sure if I've 'accomplished' my resolution. This year was numbing.
Emotionally draining. Spiritually challenging. Physically (back) breaking. But financially rewarding. If anything, 26 years' monetary goal has checked off this year.
2020 is the year I once looked forward to the most, but now have come to dread. It's the year that threatens the core of my decisions made in 2018.
I can only hope that I won't regret my choices and humbly pray for happiness if I'm deserving of any.
This year I lost myself. If you stuck by me, thank you and thank you.
With love,
Sarah Loke
