Thursday 26 May 2016

Everything is going so well

Yeah for the first time, my life is going as planned.

Last trimester in uni
Amazing boyfriend
Supportive fambam
Dream job waiting for me
Bunch of close friends for life

So no, no I'm not gonna let you guys spoil any part of it. You guys can go sulk in one corner for all I care. Just stop, stop talking behind my back. It's soooo yesterday. For the first time, great things are happening for me.

It's my time.

Everything is coming together, I deserve this. I'm moving on, so stop tryna pull me back. I wish you guys all the best and I hope you guys are happy. I don't even ask for you to do the same for me. Just let me be.

I'm not gonna sugarcoat this. But honestly, I don't need you guys. Never did, never will. I never made use of you guys for anything, we are merely passing faces. What I have today, I earned it. My conscience is crystal clear.

I don't need people who don't want good things for me. To think I treat you guys nicer than some who has been there for me all these while. Still always truly happy for you guys. Ugh. This, this I'm sorry. I'm so pissed with myself. I'm blind af.

If you wanna talk to me, I'll always talk to you. Just don't bitch about me and be all pretentious. Once again, if I must repeat. In a couple of months time, my life will officallly start and when that happens, all these are so passé.

It is my time, now.

Watch me do my thing, while you talk about me. Cause that's all you can ever do. Awww. "Blowing out someone else's candle, doesn't make yours shine any brighter." Remember this.


Don't need to speculate who I'm blogging about. Just come ask me in my face. I confirm will say 来 only.

Friday 13 May 2016

Go Fo(u)rth

OMG I CAN'T BELIEVE IT.
ME. SARAH. ME. OMG. ME.
SECURING A JOB BEFORE GRADUATING FROM UNI.
HAHAHA WOOOAH IT HASN'T ACTUALLY YKNOW UM GOT INTO MY BLONDE HEAD YET. OMG.

Heh heh what is unemployment. Can eat one not. LOL. No la just kidding. I'll be unemployed for a week or two prior to the start of slogging for the rest of my life.

I count my blessings and lucky stars, really. I know the economy isn't going extremely well. So finding a job isn't exactly easy. What more landing myself the "dream job", which is why I'm really thankful for the journey I'm about to embark.

Hopefully I'm only left with my fourth and last trimester (so please please please let me pass my previous trimester modules so I don't need to retake them). Sobs. Updated: YES I PASSED ALL MODULES.

This trimester is going to be really tough. It's like three final year projects all at once. Destination management apparently burns your brains and soul in hell. Strategic management is like rowing a boat except against the currents. KOL is just like whatthefuckisgoingon?

Sigh I can't wait to throw That Hat. But I wouldn't be able to attend my graduation unless it falls on the weekends. Cons of securing a job before graduating. Oh wells.

I guess you can say I've worked really hard for it. And to all those who have supported me throughout this path I've chosen to undertake, all your phones have buzzed. Thank you so much. All the tears I've shed (legit no drama about this), has proven to be worthwhile.

3 long years, 2 drastic life choices, and here I am now.