Tuesday 6 April 2021

ACRZ

I think I'm finally ready to move on. But I do wish that I've never met you. Or believed a single word you said.

The mess you left behind, the me that you broke with disregard, the walls I'd have to build from scratch, the inability to trust new people I'll meet in time to come. And it's all because I let you in. At what cost?

I contemplated with how I felt after the entire episode. Unresolved anger? I didn't do anything wrong and yet I'm made to.. I'm at a loss. There's not a single expression that could ever possibly come close enough to explain what I went through.

Irony. Still, you taught me that one should never lower her standards, that promises are just words, that walking the talk means everything. And you are anything but.

Carbonara? I'm safer away from you.