Thursday, 19 November 2015

Terror, terrorist and terrorism.

As usual you guys know I'm one person who states my 5 cents worth whenever I feel like I want to.

I am a nobody, just another human being with loved ones living and breathing on this planet earth.

There are a lot of things we can not and would not be able to control. Just to state a few examples: weather, climate change, diseases, world wide epidemic, poverty et cetera the list goes on.

But what we can control is who we are and how we can affect others. It does not matter where you come from, which religion or congregation you belong to, or even how rich you are.

If you are mean, you are mean.
If you are violent, you are violent.
If you are kind, you are kind.
If you are benevolent, you are benevolent.
If you are full of hate, you are full of hate.
And if you are full of love, you are full of love.

You are, who you are. Even twins who look identical have different personalities. What more a certain group of people who wear similar clothes, speak a certain language or happen to have the same skin colour. How are they exactly the same?

Well the only similar factor between you and I, are that we are human beings who deserve the right to live and live in peace.

So just because someone who has some sort of relation to you, does something bad, should you be made to pay the price? No right? How is that fair? Where is the humanity in our human race?

And as individuals, what we are capable of is how we can and will affect others. I know this is ideal and easier said than done, but if we learn to love and respect one another, it sure as hell is better for all of us.

Come on, it is everything good and nothing bad what.

To be a decent soul, does not mean that we need to agree with everyone. What it means is, "Yes, you have your beliefs and I have mine, but if ultimately we have a common goal which is for the good of everyone, then y'know what? So be it."

I am not one to preach, if any, I know so clearly some of the things I said and/ or did makes me feel like I am a piece of shit.

But it is never too late to start. Especially with all these an eye for an eye thing going on. I mean afterall, the only ones who are made to suffer are the innocent victims.

Seriously it scares me that one of these days, when things get out of hand, we or (worse still) our loved ones are THE innocent victims. Allow me to correct myself, things ARE already out of hand.

When it comes to war, there are no winners or celebrations for victory. At the end of the day, it just comes down to who lost more.

And from what I see, before the rest of us die from ripe old age (we wish), or even sickness and diseases, we are the ones who are killing one another.

Humans would be the downfall of our human race.

Thursday, 5 November 2015

Thursday, 29 October 2015

I think

I think about the day we talked
I think about the first time you held my hand
I think about the day I walked away
I think about how sorry I was and still am

I think about how hard I fell
I think about the the times we fought
I think about how young we were
I think about us a lot

I think about how you used to look at me
I think about how she came between
I think about the pain, the grief
I think about the good times and hand me another shot of gin

I think about how you barged into my life
I think about how much I wanted you to be mine
I think about the day we kissed
I think about how I felt when I was with you, oh so fine

I think about how we both agreed to take things slow
I think about the stupid conversations we had
I think about the day you apologised
I think about your face when you said "it was my bad"

I think about your love for me
I think about how we were always, almost it
I think about how happy we were
I think about the times we were pretty sweet

I think about the mess you made
I think about how we walked your dog together
I think about those moments we were out till late
I think about how we could have been forever

I think about you the most
I think about you in my sleep, when I talk
I think about you like a dream came true
I think about you like chains, keys and lock

I think about how you picked me from work at 4am
I think about how you sent and fetched me everywhere
I think about the crazy things you told me
I think about how I was right, it was going nowhere

I think about you all the time
I think about the good and the bad
I think about how all of you changed my life
I think about how little control of my life I had

I think about how good it feels to be alone sometimes
I think about how it would be nice to have someone too
I think about my friends who are getting/ got married
I think I about how I have my nike shoes

Add-ons:

I think about my life and goals
I think about how much I love my mum
I think about not giving aussie up
I think about how glad I am to have done

I think about about my plans for the future
I think about how I wanna fly for a while
I think about how it could possibly be a joke
I think about me, a 22 year old still cooped up in a shell

I think about my solo trips
I think about my couple trips
I think about growing old
I think about money and tips

I think about the war and pain
I think about hungry kids with broken shins
I think about terrorism these days
I think about world peace not just the self-proclaimed glory of pageant queens

I think about how if I have a choice
I think about the volunteer work I'll do
I think about leaving everything behind
I think about building schools and humanity too

I think about learning my fifth language
I think about the importance of communication
I think about my ideal contributions to the world
I think about how it shouldn't just be my imagination

I think about how this isn't a poem
I think about how it's not supposed to rhyme
I think about how hungry I was before this post
I think about baking an apple crumble but hey, I've got no time

I think about my law exams round the corner
I think about how exciting my life might be after
I think about our lives so short
I think about how we should fill it with laughter

I think about how I should end this now
I think about whether I should gym tomorrow
I think about how sleepy I felt in school today
I think about the late nights and pimples that will follow

Oh god.